teacupstudies:

i have this pretty solid idea of who i want to be- i want to be the girl who reads 20 pages of a book first thing in the morning even before hopping into an ice cold shower and washing her face with shea-butter-n-other-organic-natural-good-shit soap. i want to be the girl who does yoga and takes her time to make a hearty breakfast of oats with fancy-fig-toppings or avocado on toast with perfectly sprinkled pepper and salt on top accompanied with green tea or an extra foamy cup of cappuccino before heading out with headphones and listening to some season-fitting music and studying nicely highlighted flashcards on the train and going to the library in thigh high socks and lips the shade of plums and i want to be the girl who can concentrate for four hours and make great color-coded study notes before meeting up with a friend for matcha lattes at an outdoor cafe with wooden chairs to talk about the universe and women’s rights and our favorite artists and i wanna go home with a heart full of life and love and take a bubble bath while listening to an educational audiobook and slathering myself in vanilla bodylotion and observing the rain from my window with a cup of hot cocoa in hand before going over my notes one last time and cozying up between my blankets and drifting off into a deep sleep but i’m always tired and my anxiety gets worse in libraries and i stress over my school work too much to be able to concentrate and i always lose my colored pens so…

serahhhawke:

I have never seen a more relatable depiction of BPD in a television show. My chest hurts. 

cieply:

i wanna talk about it but i really dont wanna talk about it

liveonloud12:

Your wound is probably not your fault.. but your healing is your responsibility. 

ihateladygaga:

daughterhood:

C'mon self-doubt, let’s get crippling!